3 more weeks and we're done with this damned thing.
Actually I haven't much to update but I feel a little sad seeing this lifeless blog so yea decided to throw in some nonsense.
I spin the little snow globe. Reminiscence come flowing back.
Sigh. Memories.
I am a goner and a loser.
Fml.
Are you over it yet? Good for you if you have.
Because I'm nt fking done getting over it, and it sucks mega big time.
11:04 PM Tuesday, October 13, 2009
There's a lot going on in my head. It feels like it's gonna burst.
Meanwhile, I don't wanna get advanced. I think I'm going to flunk CSE.
And Econs was such a sad ass. Studied so much for it and the grade I got was still as shitty.
I feel like giving up everything. But thinking back, I recall how hard I fought for all these, and how much effort I've put through to get here.
Is it worth it if I give up now then...?
This is quite sad.
I realise my life have been rather cocked up nowadays. And I don't really know why.
Anyway. Something to entertain you guys.
Hola. Bye guys.
:(
I think. I am numbing my senses with music.
Not good.
12:39 AM Sunday, October 11, 2009
What happened to my prolific-wannabe-ness? Hahahahaa.
Apparently it is harder than I've imagined, I don't have much to blog about. Face the fact.
Anyway. Today was a tiring day. Went early in the morning for archery and was greeted by a very heavy downpour which thankfully didn't last for too long. Then met the House Comm to choreograph our now extended TWENTY seconds Open House Mass Dance commercial to make. Ahahaha.
And as usual, being the wishy-washy Phoboseees we are, especially since there was no Firza around to time check us (hahaha), we wasted loads of time first deciding the song to dance to, then laughing our heads off at all the possible steps we could think of.
Hell funny!
So eventually we decided to dance to some Bollywood dongdong, presenting... GIRLY MAN!!
LOL WTF YES I KNOW. HAHAHAHAHAHA. (Go youtube it up if you don't know what's it hahaha)
It's another of those Benny Lava retarded shitz yeah.. Hehe.
We're gonna make an impression! LOL.
Best of all, I'm standing in the first row. Try to pretend yall don't see me ya? Hahahaha.
Hopefully I'm disguised by the Power Ranger mask we're gonna put on yea! That is if we manage to get it by Monday yeah. Hahaa.
Awesome!!
Yeap so I didn't leave school until 4.30++ for church (was already very late by then eeeeep) and hadn't completed the dance as well. :(
Left 2 eighths of it I haven't learnt. Heheee.
I'm tired la. I should go and sleep soon.
OH. ANYWAY. DID I COMPLAIN ABOUT THE ANCHOR TEST YET? NO??
YES. WHAT IS WITH MOE I HAVE NO IDEA.
THEY WANT US TO SIT FOR THIS SURVEY-LIKE TEST FOR 3.5HOURS MAD OR NOT?!
AND THEY REQUIRE US TO BRING A DICTIONARY HELL NO AM I BRINGING A BIG AND BULKY BOOK TO SCHOOL I WILL FAIL THAT TEST AND SHOW YOU OH HOW LOUSY OUR CHINESE STANDARD CAN BE.
It isn't very good to begin with... so, doesn't make much difference la huh?
Okay I need to dry my hair my mum will be complaining soon. :(
It's 1am soon!
Oh btw I am surviving in the house of the sick eh. My mum and sis are spamming coughs please please don't affect me I HATE COUGHS TYVM.
Ok bye alllzzz :)
11:41 PM Thursday, October 08, 2009
[Epitome of hopelessness]
It's to me la don't worry it's not about anything else.
I think I am beyond cure.
People are getting tired of me I havta agree.
Why.
Why.
Why.
Why.
Whyyyyyyyyyy.
:(
Today floorball training was like PT cum floorball training. Seriously.
2 hours of training, 2.4, and all the strengthening shitz.
Promos are over over overrr yeah can't emphasise that enough hahah enough of the many cramping of information into the head and burning of late night oils at least for now.
Then from tomorrow onwards we'll be embarking on the dreadful OP for PW oh how sad can that get. :(
The best part: We report to school at normal timing. Dangggg.
Today is Yvette Kan's birthday. HAPPY 17TH YVETTE! HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR 17TH WITH US 09S414!! :DD (your favourite colour :D )
Talking about 09S414, I'm reminded of how some of our classmate(s) (obviously hoping for none duh) might face separation if they ever retain next year. Touchwood yeah I know, but one can't help but think of the spectrum of possibilities right?
We're grown so close in this short period of time, especially such a small class made up of 14 girls and 2 guys (notice that some particular martian is deliberately not mentioned) OH AND MARTIAN IS NOT A WORD IN THE DICTIONARY IT IS UNDERLINED RED OMG THIS IS HILARIOUS HAHAHA. Shows evidently that martians don't belong on planet Earth at all.
Anyways as I was saying, yes 09S414, we've been so close it will really hurt to part. I don't wish to consider the possibility but let's not be delusional yeah? Sigh.
Aights. It hurts my heart to talk about this. Shall talk about it no more.
Ima go to sleep soon am very tired wanted to sleep at 9pm but just had dinner by then and couldn't digest the food bummer and I end up updating my oh so dead blog hahaha.
Hope yall have an enjoyable read I shall be a prolific blogger from now on muahaha.
But then again. We should keep more to ourselves so that our lives appear more mysterious to outsiders huh? Hahahaha retarded much.
This is a nice song, listen to it. (:
This boy's voice, I like. And he's 18 now and still cute. Voice is great as well. (: My mistake to those whom I've mentioned he's 17 to. WHICH MEANS I DO NOT HAVE A FETISH FOR YOUNG BOYS *AHEM* HUAYU TAN *AHEM* IF YOU ARE READING THIS YOU SHOULD SMACK YOURSELF :)
Shan't talk about how Promos went, shall live in my delusioned world for now. Hahaha. Tired. Very tired.
I'm launching into depression mode. I keep doing that nowadays. Shucks.
Shall not think about it shall not think about it but I can't help it bummer dang what is wrong with me urgh fml.
I think I need to go for counselling.
My heart aches.
When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you...
