7:23 AM Monday, October 24, 2005
yay! exams finally over liao. previously b4 exams i was like : yay exams finish can plae games like siao. but den, now, i dun even haf da mood to look at games. im having too much stress lately. been sick n tired. he doesn't seem to b by my side, not arnd me. it seems i carn find him at all. i carn feel his presence n im here seeking him like hell all arnd. haix. behind mai siao siao, laughing all de time, jk all de time n fooling anrd, its jus a plain blank person. forever so bored n men. sighh~ kana scolded by HER again ytd. dunno wads the prob wif her. actually jus after she came home she was alrite. budden. wen she come out from balcony going to shower de time, she start nagging like siao. sian. den once start ar, she nv stop. until dis morning still nagging. she was saeing me n jie nv do housework lar, dis n dat. jus bring out everything lor. haix. immune liao. forever liddat. FOREVER de. sighh. n u noe, its soooo sian. listening to her nag. she saes we both useless bums. one 21 one 13 everytime go hm eat sleep nia. nv do hsework. n she sae she old liao veri scared to stay wif us. nag nag nag lor.. reallie fed up. den until 10+ is okie. but dis morning again scold. dunno wads her bloody prob. >_< size="4">FINE.
FINE. u noe rite. im gonna ignore dis bloody thing. dis sux. n i wont bother. URGHH. dis jus suck big time.den, theres also de choir case. recently, faith's been too much of a nuisance. TOO MUCH. u can sae. tt dae at siglap south cc she made shu shu cry. SOOO angry. den hor i tell fel she also cannot take it. but she also agree tt faith is SOOOOO unreasonable. but tt dae rite, i realised tt ruhui wasnt tt bad. cos i tot at first she was those type of 'pai ma pi' jing. so i actually lyked faith mroe dan her. CAN U IMAGINE TT? omg. now to think of it, i feel im so stupid. ruhui is actually veri good lorx. hahahahha. becos she not as bad as i think. lolx. u noe tt dae rite, alot of things happen. wen we singing ave maria nr. 3 de time, faith suddenly stand beside charis. we were standing in de direction of charis, shu shu, me, den fiona. den after the song rite, faith asked, wai u all nv sing one ar? scold scold scold lor. nag nag nag// den she questioned charis first. " wai u nv sing?" den charis replied, "i got sore throat." den faith was like. "i got flu n sore throat leh. u think i wan come todae isit?" den she turned to ask shu shu. "den wai u nv sing?" den shu shu remained quiet n nv tok. den she was like : "can u pls tok? dun alwaes keep mum can anot. u noe whole yr round i nv even hear u tok b4? wai u alwase liddat de? can u pls sing anot?" den at tt time i saw shu han's eyes turning red, going to cry de type.. haix. den jus den mr toh said continue, so faith nv sae anything ler lor. den after tt 12.50 alr i didnt notice. but i did inform shu shu. n she was like, OMG. n she took her file n ran out of choir room. haix. toking bout ruhui too, ruhui said m singing was good. wen we finished 'ave maria nr. 3' once, she was like, "eh ur singing veri good leh. jus tt u nid to support more cos its abit airy." even the chairman praises but the SL jus go yapping away. stupid faith.
i dun care if anyone ever reads dis n tells faith. so wad? anywae im not reallie proud tt ruhui said tt bout me. i jus think tt faith reallie sucks big time. n if dis happens to go to her ears, i can confirm + guarantee 100% i will nv get a position in choir ever again. but, who cares? i like to stat facts not like PPL who pai ma pi to get posts. i wan to try my own ability, rather dan tao ren kai xin. rite FIONA??
sian. my post until here todae lar. bleahs.
