10:14 AM Monday, November 14, 2005
arloes.. long time no blog lers. got tons of things stuck up in dis bloody head of mine, so i might as well jus blurt everything out todae.
well, life goes on as usual, real bad, i mean, REAL BAD. seriously it does.i mean, tok bout now. my mum saes she'll do everything for me - get me new spec, braces, n new phone. but yet NONE is acomplished. i mean, not tt i dunno the circumstances my family is under, tt some things we carn afford, but, she cannot jus promise ppl she'll get wen she noes tt she'll nv get dem for me rite? n uncle jus gave her a new hp. of cos im jealous. my MUM is using a hp better dan me by tons. hers in colour phone, got camera n blah blah. i mean, phone not so important, but, wai until liddat?!
and i may decide NOT to attend fellowship next yr. oni occasionally. even de 'someone' [[ disclosed ]] also agrees. wad de hell is freaking wrong wif u ppl. speak wif ur mouth but dun do it wif actions. shuo hua bu suan hua. wad kinda crap. let me tell u, people. get the facts rite. u people. yes. those 16 and above ppl. dun mind me, but im not being sarcastic. im jus
STATING THE FACTS. dun believe? see for urself. tt dae felt so pek chek seh. should i sae? mayb i should. jus to tell u ppl how great u are. HAH. thanks tt 'someone'. u're de oni person tt reallie hang out wif those young ones. becos she graduating, i also dun intend to come so often. i mean, i socialise, but do u welcome me? NO. jus like tt dae, u all 1 grp 1 grp. den i walk here got nth to sae, u all dun even bother bout my presence. not oni me is feeling it. can ask de young ones. n somemore we dun even haf frens. see lar. as in, i'm not saeing u mus gif special attention to us, but, at least welcome us rite? even though we're no longer new, u still mus welcome. forget it man, no nid to understand.
and also, choir is getting bit bit better. i can see faith is trying to change her attitude abit. she socialises more n is less 'bah dao', which is good lars. hahahaha. for my goodness sake, i realise dis is the first time i laughing since i started typing here. =p
ahh. i realli got no mood to laugh. u noe tt laugh? its a cold n stupid one. yeah to myself. wad im gonna sae here is, U ARE DOWN IN MY 'HATE LIST'. no. i will NOT gif u any chance. so far hate list hav quite alot of ppl liao. good lar, more ppl better. =.='' u drop frm 1st to last. good man. u both rawk. get outta mai sight.
n recently, weird things happen. not oni me notice, my dearest sis, jy also notice. i dun wan. go away. go bac to ur ex. i dun NID guys. guys SUCK BIG TIME. wad does guys gif girls? TROUBLE. yes. so im telling u i dunnid anyone der for me. other dan my besties.
