11:23 AM Tuesday, May 01, 2007
okay it sucked. chinese paper was bad. geog paper was not any better.
firstly, i forgot to bring my chinese dictionary, which was a worse case scenario ever. i couldn't write ANYTHING. i NEED that dictionary. LOLS. but well, i survived. i can't even remember words like 'nei rong', cos of that GOH S.H. of her 'lei yong'. LOLs
i didn't have time to finish geog, and therefore that sucks. i didn't finish my last policy. tsktsk. its actually very lame. u study 70+ pages of the textbook, and they test like only 45 mins of it. so nonsensical huh? =.= so i sort of screwed up, although it was not any different from the class test we had earlier on which i had flunk. =.=
emo-ing again. actually there's a newer word which i heard from someone i can't remember who. he said 'irrationally sad' was another word for emo. i had to agree, it sounds very much nicer. where did this word emo originate from anyway? (:
why do i emo so much this few days? goodness knows why. i wish time would just cease. and everybody would rot just on the spot. it doesn't suck if you actually think about it. what am i talking about =.=
tmr's labour day. just heard my mum mention we had to go down to the cemetery tmr. not that i'm unfilial or anything, but, i hate to go there! its so far, the place is just so weird. and i have to see someone whom i do not really know of but is one of the closest kin i can have. that sucks huh? okay, maybe it doesn't.
i haven't had dinner. nowadays food don't mean much to me. i hate food. seeing people eat them makes me sick. the sound of the dishes clinging and clanging away just makes me feel that: do people survive by just eating? or are there many other reasons why we are sent down to earth by God? these few days i got so hunger that i always wanted to puke cos of lack of food. but after the nausea is gone i wouldn't want to eat anything again. ate mnm's for brunch that day. dinner was accompanied with cup noodles. my mum says i will drop hair until i go bald. i'm not a cancer patient man. unless you're telling me eating too much cup noodles could lead to cancer which is partially true.
lets go to sleep. i waiting for my uncle for dinner. food again. food doesn't look appealing to me anymore. food food food. 'yummy yummy' =.= whatever.
i gonna sign off again for now, depressed.
how many days have i signed off being depressed?
