9:35 AM Friday, May 04, 2007
before i post, i wanna wish
shu han a
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHU HAN!! (: LOVE YA FOREVERMORE! (xyesterday i went crazy. i search the entire cupboard for it. and then i remembered. i gave it to my mum cos i thought it was not really of much use. then i went to ask her. she said she gave it away. my heart sank. its gone, forever. however, after thinking for awhile she told me it was still inside her cupboard. i went to find it so hurriedly, digging through her cupboard.
however, i couldn't find it, and i pleaded my mum like mad for it. i pleaded until she got so frustrated that she scolded me.
half an hour later she went to find it for me. i got it back. i was sooooo terribly relieved! (:
i then realised, when i gave that away to my mum did i give my heart away as well? was that the reason why my heart had been so cold? by finding it back now does it mean there's a new hope thats out there waiting for me? does it mean i will get
it back? i doubt so.
i treasure it so much now. i looked at it for ages and never get bored. i am crazy. i was born crazy. i'm a maniac. somebody shoot me. -.-
i went to read the card that came along with it. I LOVED IT! haha. (:
but i guess this will not last long. i will win my battle against my heart! hahas. (:
hey, sorry the mood abit different. cos i went off just now, and now okay ler.
my blog so lonely ):
nobody comes to visit. so sad ):
literature tmr. i'm so dead lar. dead dead )x
heees. study study. stop suaning us, those dnt people and 3e. i HATE you people! haha, just joking (:
gtg, byes!