5:23 AM Sunday, July 29, 2007
sighs. sorry guys, im feeling rather emo again. o.O
why.
why.
why.
why.
whhhhhyyyyyyyyy.
wwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
it pains me real bad. seriously. everything seem to be. all you 3. ):
so what if we're good friends?
thats not enough for me..
really.
why is it.. that... that..
sighs.
why did you scold me?
i didn't say anything wrong.
u didn't even protect me that time.
why is it this way then now?
why....?
am i so bad? so lousy?
why can't i be better?
why is it all of u are like that?
u people suck. really.
but i don't blame u.
u've got a good path and choice ahead of u.
in fact, i support u, totally.
be glad, be real glad.
but that doesn't mean i can't hate him.
yes, enemies.
we may not be enemies, but well,
i will never look at u into the eye and
never speak to u.
ever.
life
is a terrifying thing.
it gives u laughter and happiness
one moment
and grabs all away the next.
then i replaces it with
the most dreading fear u can imagine
that sends chills down your spine.
and make u scream out loud.
then u will feel joy once more.
what then, is the point of life?
for that short moment of elatedment,
or for everlasting torment?
give me a break.
i hate u. to the core.
maybe not hate, but the worst ever person i will ever detest.
so long.
