11:55 AM Wednesday, October 17, 2007
it seems to be a really depressing day for everyone today..
and im not exclusive...
i dont know why.. i tried to cheer up.. but seriously..
today was a tough day for me... as well as for all of u..
some of you may be suffering becos of your bad results..
some of you may be grieving becos of personal problems..
others may be out there enjoying themselves like some crazy lunatic for some unknown reasons..
but regardless of any of the above, im not exception from those, being sorrowful and deep in thought becos of one's personal problems..
firstly, my results were definitely not up to expectations..
i failed my compre for english..
i just passed my chinese...
i didn't do up to mark for e maths..
and for chem.. i could have done better...
i cant say anything about physics yet.. mcq dont mean anything..
secondly, i emo-ed alot in class today. hey, but i realise.. i can hide my feelings well..
wanted to stay in class today for recess to emo.. but no mp3 to accompany me, nobody in class too, so went over to darling's class..
i scribbled something in my SS question paper today..
something real emo.. can't believe i wrote it.
and it was in chinese too -.-
the second time i emo-ed was during chem which was 2 periods away.. i practically stoned and drifted away to neverland..
how i wish we were in neverland...
how carefree we could be..
smiling gleefully at one another,
no worries.. no distrust..
just enjoying every moment of bliss and
all of neverland....
i wish neverland really existed...
how childish can i get........
grow up.... i should ......
okay.. im in the mood to emo again..
going off to emo soon...
but before i go off,
i just wish to say this to someone...
get well soon..
be it mentally or physically..
i can't bring myself to get over you.......
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