10:23 AM Friday, November 02, 2007
was rather happy today.
but something i just saw practically spoiled my mood.
anyway, i think there is no point brooding over it.
so might as well cheer up as fast as possible..
anyway, it feels as if i had lost a friend..
you've got your new friends now, and it seems you have forgotten us..
well, not totally, but, we're not as close anymore.
i guess its rather true. was just telling jiaying something yesterday.
i can't get too close to something, in terms of friendship or relationship.
whenever i get too close to anyone, friction would occur and in the end, it would turn out sour.
this is proven by many many things I observed.
well, if you dont know what i'm talking about, its okay, cos you dont need to know.
just know that i'm not an easy person to get along with yeah?
well maybe easy, but.. wont be on very very close terms with you.
screw you.
i was in such a good mood just recently. managed to get rid of everything.
and here comes trouble again.
whatever.
can't be bothered.
anyway. for the comment you made, i have only 3 words to say to you:
I hate you. cruel and hurtful it may be, but i think it means nothing to you at all actually.
nothing.
yeah.
seriously.
now someone please tell me what to do so i can be less angry and probably less frustrated and sad.
please?