7:08 AM Monday, December 03, 2007
hey, i realised i hadn't been emo recently. is that a good thing? (:
had one-day mission trip to Malaysia yesterday. it was sooo tough, i almost died. i guess everyone almost died too.. lols (: but i believe it was all worth it. i had no regrets, (: really.
sometimes i ask myself, does my presence bring unhappiness to people around me? sometimes. or maybe, frequently.
if my disappearing can change that fact, it may be a good thing to consider.
i feel so lonely sometimes.. so... left out. I'm left out at church, I'm left out sometimes with my friends, I'm left out of this and that.
I don't wanna be some emo girl to seek pitiness from others. I am not as weak and fragile. I can handle things maturely and independently. Its okay if you're all gone. I believe, well, maybe, somehow, things may have a way of getting back at one.
Its december, time really flies. Christmas is coming soon. New Year too. I'm tired. Let me rest. Really.
Tired of all the yappy yappies that have been going on. Tired of all the emo emo. Tired of all the hey-dont-emo. Tired of everything. Give me a break. PLEASE.
