5:34 AM Saturday, December 15, 2007
can't really say i'm emo. just, hmm, maybe, flood myself with memories. but im neutral to them okay. so i'm NOT emo. (:
haha.
was writing christmas greeting cards that day. and then i thought whether i should give it to xxx. also donno what to write inside o.O but i managed to crap lots. lols.
but after that.. after i finished writing, i regretted. T_T
i feel like tearing up the piece of paper, but after considering how pretty the paper was, i hesitated. lols.
sounds like a story eh -.-
but oh well. it was like 12+ then. guess what. i wanted to sleep. so i lied on the bed. and then i couldn't fall asleep -.- how interesting -.-
then i started to think of xxx. bloody hell. i dont think its that kind of feeling whereby you miss the person, but well. its something i can't describe. but anyway, after tossing and turning for about 15 mins, i fell asleep.
i dont miss you. you know it. just like how you do not.
back to me emo-ing about us graduating to sec 4 next year. T_T
i dont wanna graduate.. ):
i still remembered getting my PSLE results and then putting 3514 as my first choice.
here i am in TK, and next year is my last year already. all of us have grown, and i daresay we all have matured. no longer the childish sec 1s who run around playing catching. the boys wearing short pants and screaming in high frequency voices which are even higher pitched than some of the girls. all of us scampering around like little mice..
i miss those days.
i still remember going for TKchoir audition when Mdm Goo tested me. and then i remembered i sang like shit in front of Mr Kwei. and then we were supposed to choose our CCAs. i struggled between the choice of Band and Choir. cos actually i came to 3514 just for the band. but well, in the end i wrote Choir and i'm now in the Choir which i will never in my life regret joining. except well, maybe for the politics part. and then it was the first choir practice for the sec 1s. i still remember sitting beside a senior named Hui Qi, and then i was very upset when i got in Alto and not Soprano. i asked Huiqi how low altos go, and she went really really low which totally freaked me out. >< but now, i can also reach that range (:
and then half a year later i made friends with Shu Han and Felicia. we were in fact, best pals. but i know i hated Fiona then. LOLS. haha, sorry =p then misunderstandings untwine itself, and we all ended up as best of friends (:
in less than half a year's time im gonna step down from TKchoir. thank you so much for nurturing me and my voice, i have learnt numerous things which are too long to say. thank you all my friends who have joined and accompanied me all these while. i am SOOOO gonna miss TKchoir. and last but not least, thank you Mr Kwei.
but of cos, i will be an alumni (: hahah. and TKchoir must and will strive to greater heights!!! 3 cheers! (:
in fact. i'm rather patriotic. i love TK, i daresay. never in my life i regretted coming into TK. [except well for the first few months of sec 1. cos too far and transportation is longggg. xD]
okay. anyway. talk about now. lols.
next week we're gonna watch another movie.
but im not sure whether i'm going.
i'm sianed.
and there's particularly another reason why i'm not going.
sorry jy and sm if pangseh. ><
and sorry to the rest of the people too. lols.
but there's a chance i may go la, jy. lols. xD
you must keep convincing me, if not i wont even want to go liao. (:
HAHA.
okay bb.
