1:31 PM Friday, February 01, 2008
i think i'm gonna just blog once a week, which is, well, every thursday.
hey fiona i saw what you wrote in my tagboard(: really sweet of you!(:
lets work hard towards that!! yay, we can do it!(:
sighs. i don't know. sometimes when u try hard to achieve some things, it never will be fulfilled. no matter how much effort and hard work you have put in. =/
and i guess, i just dont belong. i shall retreat to my little nest. afterall, i am just a tiny part of the whole population. and seriously, i do not belong.
maybe it's because of the earlier friendship you had fostered, thats why i am unable to be part of it. somehow i really don't know what to do but just sit and watch the show.
was it just to make use of me, or what? after that trip, you
never once talked to me every again. well, not like last time. ya, u are sian-ed of me, i can see that.
which is also why i see no purpose in sharing that eventful day with you and your clique next week.
let me just retreat to my little nest and rot inside. mug my whole through to O's. I love my clique. although it consists of mostly anti-social people, but well. at least I can talk to them about my heartfelt feelings, and that does not only consists of laughter and joy, but sorrow and pain.
thats what true friends are for right?(:
although sometimes it's really sickening to stand some of their idiotic habits -.-
anyway, enough of this emo thing. today we had vocal trainings with the sec 2s today. i think they've improved alottttt so we shall give them a big big hand today!!(:
clapclapclap!(:
jiayou jiayou.. all of you are seniors liao, must learn to be like big sisters who will guide the younger ones(:
and chiong for SYF`09!!! (:
TKCHOIR GOGOGOG!
suddenly i feel nostalgic. whats the reason? my sis is playing 'twinkle twinkle little star' on the piano -.- and to people who didn't know: TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR WAS ACTUALLY WRITTEN BY BEETHOVEN.
BUT! only the first few bars sound like twinkle twinkle little star. the rest of it, u can't really decipher. -.-
and now she's playing phantom's "Music of the Night". omg. its soooo emo. -.-
i feel really tired this week. sighs.
but i dont see the reason why i should sleep at like 10 so that i will be more awake in school. surprisingly, even though i sleep at 12 everyday i can still stay awake throughout the whole day of boring lessons (:
hehehehehs. and count the number of hours i sleep per day. 12mn to 6am. thats exactly 6 hours. hmm. but norm i wake up at 5.45, so its equivalent to 5 hours and 45mins (:
yikes. thats quite a lot/little. [depends on how you see it].
but anyway, i think i still haven't felt the 'push' to chiong for Os. =/ i'm still slacking and taking my time about everything.. but i guess most people are doing the same =p
but hey! i did all my homeworks okayyyys. (:
all chem revisions all completed [up till 4], okay maybe not the whole of 4 =p, maths and amaths i do regularly, and what else.. hmm. who gives a shit about chinese, and hmm, physics is equally ridiculous.
omg. chinese exam is coming soon. i cant wait! i really wish to drop chinese after the exam! xD
hahah. its wasting my precious time in class cos most of the time i sit in class and rot/stone. =/
really, i dont see the need for it.
to think last time i actually cared about it -.-
hey guess what. new people will be joining us for chinese next week. which means i will be tormented even more.
i'm already dying and i look forward to all the split periods that i wont see you, [lit, chinese, english(sometimes), geog elect,] and now chinese is being excluded from it. oh man, which means more suffering for me.
seriously. i hate your existence. please vanish with your bunch of disgusting friends.
oh and anyway, jia jun naughty naughty =p
hehes dont worry. i'm very nice, if you get what i mean. ((:
hahahs. jiayou jiayou!~ (:
anyway. just wanted to say this:
ignorance is blissremember this.
i miss. miss. miss.
also don't really know what i miss -.-
a lot of stuff; infinite.
reminiscence. =/
