Today started off uber shitty I was like a walking zombie the whole morning.

Until our new Econs teacher Ms. Cheng came in and asked us to introduce ourselves.

While thinking something to say about myself I thought of how proud I was to be an House Comm and I wanted to use it to portray 'something about me'.

Then it striked me.

I am a freakin House Comm, why the heck am I so emo? I should be cheerful instead, bringing joy to others instead of the other way around. And I shouldn't let any betrayer of a friend dampen my mood.

Whoever you are, regardless of whether you read my blog still, you should feel guilty.

I choose not to confront you not because I don't have to courage to, it's that I find you really amusing. How you could talk to me so freely one moment and be so hypocritical the next.

Yes that shit will stay with me for life I have to agree but whatthehell, I treated you very much like a close friend and this is what I get in return?

You're really no different from M.

And I think I'm becoming like H. I should watch myself.

I want to close this blog because it freaking sucks.